hello, beautiful♥

Last night: was date night. I ate a HUGE salad & 1/4 of my boyfriends filet mignon♥

then i came home and had 3 glasses of wine [ i'm on anti biotics because i have an infection in my ankle that could turn serious really fast & attack my joints-so i've snacked itty bits here and there like white pop corn-because the meds r killing my stomach!] shortly after the boyfriend went to bed - i laid there-got up & got rid of whatever i could. He doesn't notice when hes fast asleep!

i never plan on doing this. i've only done it a hand full of times-when i feel utterly sick & like laying there with a gurgling stomach makes me want to vomit

Today: we did a WHOLE lot of grocery shopping -i'm quite proud-i love looking in the fridge and only seeing veggies & healthy things!! the bf wanted a beer -since their full of fat - he was kind enough to get a really dark beer-knowing i can't handle/nor stand dark beers. I also have turkey tender/breasts [as i know this is the leaner meat & thus a little more healthy & can cook most of the fat off] marinating in white wine & a mix of spices we made up for christmas gifts-the white wine will cook off also! & i am about to make salsa from scratch & dip some celery in it as a snack!  'restrictive eating' is what i tell my family I am doing-most of my family not that knowledgeable & the fact that i don't live at home - make this much much easier!

its 2pm and i've only had :

3 diet cokes =0 cals

1/4 a caesar salad [asked for dressing on the side & 'painted' the salad with the dressing with my fork]=130 cals

along with getting what walking in i can with my bum ankle! [ =

we're having the bfs brother over & will probably have a glass or two of vino a dollop of ketchup for a few bites of turkey with steamed broccoli - so tonights cals should stay super low also!

xo sm