Thursday, March 15, 2012

progress

Today:I woke up sick - spent 2 hours this morning in the bathroom - ughh! wasn't happy about it -but i wasn't sad either - weird right?

Yesterday:i did really really well -  i had to watch the bfs niece. so i was pretty active...walked as much as i could with my ankle took her to the park - got HER ice cream...& walked home[ =
I only ate yesterday :
1/2 of a lean pocked =about 174 cals
& i had 2 glasses of pinot noir= 280 cals
and i had some leaves of an artichoke dipped in 'light' mayo=i'd say maybe 100 cals
not TOO bad!

All i have had so far today= a bowl of progresso soup 1 serving is 70 cals - i did not finish one serving and TONS of water! Its already after 4PM here & in an hour i am walking farmers market with the bf-time to load up on more fruits and veggies! [ =

He just approached me about getting our teeth cleaned/checked [forget the fact that i HATE DENTISTS! i've had bad experience after bad experience!]...but the girl cleaning our teeth [she is offering for free because of work my bf and his father have done around her house for her] is BEAUTIFUL....older yes...skinny.....perfect teeth! ughh i'm not a fan of her leaning over the bfs face to clean his teeth - never the less to critigue MY mouth too...i don't know what to do. he wants to 'talk' about it tonight .....if i don't say the right thing in the right way.......HE will take it as jealousy & if he has had a few drinks with the boys - he will fly off the handle and call me names! ugh

Hope everyone else is having a good ending to their week! i can ALMOST see friday! [ =

xo
SM

4 comments:

  1. You're doing so well, keep it up :)
    I love going to the fruit and veg market!
    Also, I understand where you are coming from...I wouldn't go, good luck with the bf...
    Alice xx

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    1. Thank you!!! I got more fruits this time- as you've inspired a fruit fast!

      Thank u- I found out the girl cleaning teeth- told my bfs dad she's 'concerned' about me and my teeth & to get in soon....ugh I don't know what to do- I've begged the bf for 8 months ( as I moved 6 hours from home to live with him) to help me find a normal dentist out here that we can both go to....he never did- now this- someone I don't feel OK around and he told me I never mention tooth care- load of bs: (

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  2. Hey lovely!
    Thank you for a very inspiration comment! Means a lot to me :)
    Hihi going out for a drink and ordering water is soo awkward sometimes :P
    Wow, your really strong by buying your niece ice cream and sit next to eat without one ;)!
    Your meals look really good!
    Have a good weekend girl! LOVE!

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  3. Hi Anna!
    you're welcome! you deserve it!
    thank you! I'm more of a craver of salts like potato chips or cheese-not sweets! if someone was eating chips - it would be SOOO hard to turn down a few! = ]

    Hope you have a great day!
    xo

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